Thursday, April 30, 2009

Yikes. It’s getting dangerous

I’ve been smoking.

Yup. Stealing one here, one there, and I’m teetering on coming back into the whole social smoking scene. I can’t even keep count anymore.

Not good.

First, let me get the excuses out of the way. As those of you close to me would know, it’s been a very taxing two weeks for me, both professionally and emotionally.

So yeah.

I know they’re just excuses, but I can tell you that the comfort of a puff is indeed quite comforting. Still, there’s a marked difference this time compared to other times i’ve tried to quit. Funnily, I’m still resolute on kicking the habit.

I just need to reassess myself and start again.

Gimme time.